I wish I had the courage to be me.
I wish I had the courage to tell you off.
I wish I had the courage to tell you that I hate your game.
I wish I had the courage to tell you that I hate myself for playing it.
I wish I had the courage to tell you that I hate myself.
I wish I had the courage to accept hating myself.
I wish I had the courage to hate myself lovingly.

fuck it