This is not a sad post.

I have only one problem.
An issue or demon if you will.

I am miserably lonely.
Not "Will I find a life partner" lonely.. Existentially lonely.

I can't relate to anything.
And, when I do, it's for few seconds then it's gone leaving me with only the notion that I felt a relation to something moments ago.

Like, I can't even relate to the feeling of relating that was inside of me moments ago.

I am steadily accepting the fact that I am going to die alone, not without people,
But rather without anything that would make my life doesn't seem pointless.